Tuesday, November 10, 2009

My mind's spinning with lots of thoughts for the past few days. Yup, so many things. Haha! As I visited the children today, walking through the streets with a slight pain in my ankle, I thought about the countless VLs out there doing the same thing as me. The next thought in my mind is that of my friends in school. I really wonder what is the motivating thing that keeps us doing what we do weekly, going around visiting the children. Giving up our free time, just to do the work of God.

And I thought about something I've learnt last time - Others can, I can't.

Hmmm, it's a challenge to balance the things in my life. Work's a challenge, school's a priority, relationship's a desire, and God's a love. Pretty a lot of things yea? Haha. But I know that all things will work out for those who love Him!

I have been thinking about reading books, but the only thing is, the books i want to read are not text books!!!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Monday, November 02, 2009

I'm suppposed to be working on my report but I'm procastinating. Pretty lazy to work on it. Went for a run, ate an ice-cream, drank a cup of coffee and now I'm blogging. Ok, I'll get back to work right after this.

Anyway, I have been thinking a lot recently. Thinking about how my life has turned out, and how it would turn out. Seems like God has in store great plans for my life, so many things that I can hardly imagine. Some times, I do wonder why am I chosen, and not someone else? Is it because of "by chance", like what the world would say? I beg to differ. I think I'm chosen by God, for a purpose and time like this. I still remember that when I started my blog, the blog's name was Living for Jesus. and the following paragraph is what I wrote to describe myself when I started the blog in 2004

Wat abt me? i dun really know n i cant really describe... born into tis world 19yrs ago on a special day... born for a purpose, n currently trying my best to fulfill it... now is e time, to rise to my potential, to achieve wat im supposed to... nothing will stop me coz im living for JESUS!!!

Yea, I need to enlarge my capacity, to rise up to my potential and achieve what I'm suppose to achieve. From now to June 2010, it will be my personal test. I will arise!

And before I end this post, I just wanna say, I love you dear, you're the best and most pretty girl in God's creation! ha! I'm blessed to have you fighting with me, believing in me, and going from glory to glory with me. I'm simply so proud of what you're doing, and I know you are capable, maybe even more capable than me in achieving greater things for God. Let's do it together and bring our zones to a whole new level. I know you can, and I know I can, because we both serve the same GREAT BIG DADDY GOD!

Loving You and you always! :)
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, November 02, 2009

Monday, October 26, 2009

This blog has been abandoned, deserted for the longest time. Not that I do not want to blog, but I simply have no time to do so, or, I’m lazy to blog. Haha! The latter is true more often than not.

So at the COMMAND of my girlfriend, here I am to clear up the blog and remove the cobwebs….

Life has been pretty busy and tiring for me. The biggest big day ended with an awesome turnout but that’s not the end. We had the biggest wedding of the year that followed straight after and man, it was awesome but super duper tiring. I simply zonked out after which, only to realize that piles of work from school have been stacking up. Hahaa!

But, in the midst of it all, I’m glad that I managed to spend quality time with Joyce, celebrating my birthday – simple but nice! Haha! Chilling out with her friends, catching a movie etc. haha! Somehow, I just feel like I’m falling deeper in love with YOU every single day! J

Lots of thoughts were going on in my mind during this period of time as well. That, I will blog about it another time. Haha!

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, October 26, 2009

Thursday, September 24, 2009

It's been quite a long while since I'm back here. Time to clean off some dust..... haha! Blogging in class, means I'm either really sleepy, or really bored. but then, this time round, i'm both sleepy and bored! haha!

It's been a real tiring and stretching 3 weeks, because of the big day. I think I have aged.. haha! My legs are aching, my body is aching. But my spirit is strong though! haha! I need a hibernation day! a day to sleep and simply do nothing. I'm looking forward to it! haha!

few more days to go, i think it will be a nice day! ha!

Anyway, Oct is going to be an exciting month! all the activities lined up and planned! haha. Hopefully you will enjoy it!

Back to class, and chionging for my 1159, and 10000 kiddos! wooohooo!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, September 24, 2009

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Dear Joyce,

This is purely written just for you. Though it's a public blog, I'm still going to write. Ha ha! Will be flying to China in a few hours time, and though it's just 3D2N, I'm really gonna miss you lots! I will miss your laughter, seeing you smile with a big wide grin. I will miss hearing your voice! ha ha ha. and of course, that means chatting with you!

Do take good care of yourself these few days when I'm not by your side. Take care of what you eat and don't stay up too late slacking in front of the devil's box ok? And remember what you promised me? If your back still hurts, please go make an appointment to see the doctor. I will pei you go to the doctor when I'm back. Yea, don't let me worry about you in China ok?

I'm really going to miss you. I will pray for you and may God speak to you about your future. I'm sure He has something awesome in store for you. For all things WORK OUT FOR GOOD to those who love Him and are called according to His purpose! God has a future and a hope for YOU!

Jia you jia you ok? Be strong and healthy every day!

Love ya dear!

Cheers,
Eng Wee
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, August 22, 2009

Monday, August 17, 2009

My past 5 months have been the most eventful 5 months in my whole life. I wouldn't say that it's easy, but it's definitely something that I will never exchange for ever. Now I know why Joyce said, that SOT is something that we can talk about for life.

Over the months, I feel that I have grown. In terms of knowledge, EQ, and wisdom. My team members have lavished so much praise on me that it makes me blush. But seriously, from the bottom of my heart, I have learnt so much from them. Laying all they have back home in China, and giving 5 months of their life, coming to a foreign land, to consecrate themselves just for God.

I've learnt tolerance.
I've learnt how to handle people.
I've learnt how to speak and type Chinese pretty well.
I've learnt how to communicate with people with confidence.
I've learnt how to draw everyone together.
I've learnt how to macro and micro manage.
I've learnt how to delegate.
I've learnt how to trust.
I've learnt how to believe in someone.
I've learnt what it means to go the extra mile for someone.
I've learnt about unconditional love.
I've learnt about the true meaning of friendships.
I've learnt how to cook "Ke Le Ji".
I've learnt what it means to sacrifice.
I've learnt from each and everyone of them.
I've learnt about leading by example.

Though we are so different, the youngest being 20 years old, and the oldest at 60 years old. We bonded together, stay together and will always be together. Not in distance, but always in heart. We may be at different corners of the world, but our hearts are united as one. Fighting for one cause that we believe in. For Jesus! I thank God for each one of them playing a part to make this the best team that I can ever lead.

I love Team 13. I love each and everyone of you! Chun Ji, Zhang Rong, Lulu, Qing Lin, Liu Yu, Xue Zhen, Zhuoling, Cao Yu, Ai Mei, Susan, Alex, Veroy, Regina, Javius, Nicodemus, Ji Guo, Audrey, Lik Hie, Yu Chean, Fook Seng, Han Peng, Pin Shin, Zhang Ling, Yanghui - each one of you is so awesome! my best team 13 always!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, August 17, 2009

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

I haven been blogging for the longest time, partly because I'm lazy, but also because I do not know what to blog about. Hmmm, SOT is really ending real soon. 7 more days of classes and that's it. I am starting to miss my team and am trying to make my best effort to bless and spend time with them. Times like this makes me wonder why time is so tight.

I will really miss all the fun that I have had with my team for the past 4.5 months.

I've been meditating on this 5 words for the longest time. The condition of the heart. There are so many outward things that we can do, but at the end of the day, it's the condition of your heart that matters. Out of all the motives and reasons, what is the one thing that causes you to do the things that you do? Is your heart healthy today?

The heart is vital, controls the blood and pumps oxygen around our body. If your heart is not healthy, every other part of your body is affected, and you might just have a heart attack. Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. the heart is the motivator of our actions.

Maybe this is too cheem for you. Let me simply it. Ask yourself this questions. Is my heartbeat the same of God's? For what reasons are my heart beating? - wrong reasons that gets you all excited or the will of God? What do you think God will say when He looks at your heart - Man looks at outward appearances but God looks at our heart. If you're able to give a positive reply to all these 3 questions, I suppose that you have a healthy heart.

I'm learning the meaning of coming to the end of myself, to reach the start of His life for me.

I'm really looking forward to the 10th Aug. Morning PM. Breakfast. Surprises (if i can). Mini spree (if it happens). A time to rest and relax. and to celebrate a blessed year with my dearest Joyce! :)

Lots of thoughts are racing in my mind. I wanna make things happen. I need wisdom.
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, August 04, 2009